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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Posted at 12:14 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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America's Future: Reality Bites
I had originally intended 'America's Future' to be two linked posts, with the previous being the first. A sort of Good News/Bad News joke. Then eRobin stole some of my thunder in a comment to it, and I almost decided to bail on the second since her impassioned response and eerily unerring eye for the flaws in any argument said a good deal of what needed to be said on the other side, and much more concisely than I would ever have been able to manage it. But then on reflection I decided to plow ahead anyway and, as we used to do on the playground when I was a kid, pretend she didn't say that. You will note that the title of the previous post ends 'As Told By Tom DeLay', and there's a reason for that. I wanted to lay out the real radcon Pub agenda--as they envision it--in all its stark anti-democratic, pro-Roman, Robber-Baron-worshipping glory, everything they fully intend to 'create' ('re-create' is more like it) absent--or in spite of--opposition. That's the Bad News half: at root, they're autocratic believers in a monolithic Christianist theocracy, and they're going to use all their considerable power to make that vision a reality. What I had not yet said, as Rob so astutely rapped my knuckles for, was this: What they intend to do is one thing; what they will actually be able to pull off is something else again, for two reasons (neither of which relies on a response by the Democrats, thank god). 1. Greed (Or As the Greeks Called It, Hubris)Rob rightly points out the Biblical injunction that 'Pride goeth before a fall', jamming her finger in the general direction of Trent Lott as a case for consideration. Riding high, one of the Big Three Power Brokers in the GOP, Lott was nevertheless knocked off his pedestal when he over-reached himself a couple of years too early and tried to sanctify arch-racist Strom Thurmond's late and unlamented Segregation Party by saying (in public, the idiot) that 'If Strom had won [the presidency] we wouldn't be having the problems we're having now.'--an encomium on Strom's retirement that brought the underlying racism in the Republican agenda to the surface where everybody could see it. Unfortunately, Lott's not a good example. He wasn't brought down by the opposition but by his own party, and his crime wasn't championing racism, it was championing racism two months before the mid-term elections when the Pubs were concentrating on regaining the majority they had lost when they drove moderate Jim Jeffords from their midst and forced him to declare as an Independent and caucus with the Dems. As we are seeing right now with DeLay, that would never happen today. If Lott had kept his mouth shut, he'd be Bill Frist and the Senate would be doing what the House is doing: defying convention, tradition, ethics, common sense, and even the law to protect him from the consequences of his mouth. Much less serious irregularities than DeLay's felonies forced them to dump Newty in an earlier time, and look at the difference: today, with prison sentences hanging over his head, they re-write the rules to make Tom immune from censure should the worst happen. We now face the possible spectacle of a US House Majority Leader running the country from his jail cell. Times, you see, have changed. DeLay, as he so famously said a while back when asked to put out his cigar by a waiter who mentioned that smoking in the Senate Dining Room was forbidden by govt rules, is the govt; then it was hyperbole, now it's fact. They will simply ignore the kinds of issues that might have caused them problems before the Emperor Georgius stole his squeaker of a mandate using crooked election officials and rigged voting machines. The law is what they say it is, and they will bend it to accomodate theft, corruption, bribery, possibly murder for all I know, whenever the perps are Pubs. That sounds bad, but contained within it, just as Rob said, is the seed of their destruction: Greed, and the arrogance that comes with the power to feed that greed as often and as deeply as they want, always--ALWAYS--carries a stiff price tag on its left sleeve. Long-time reader eagle2 calls the BA 'Rocco's Gang'. It's a reference to a character in a Bogart move called Key Largo played by Eddie Robinson. Rocco is a gangster, and his motto is 'Enough Is Never Enough'. It's an apt description of the radcon Pubs' dominant attitude now that they are in charge of all three branches of the national govt and are bidding fair to extend that control--by hook or by crook--down to the local level. They believe, as all such people do, that they are immune from consequences, that they are invulnerable, that they are immortal. None of which is, of course, true. They are not immune, and sooner or later all the Roccos cross that invisible line between what even the blindest of us will tolerate and what we won't. When that finally happens--and it will--the backlash will be severe. Think 'French Revolution'. Think 'Toussaint L'Overture'. Think tumbrils and guillotines and swords and firing squads. Even if it doesn't go that far, it won't be pretty and there won't be any Scarlet Pimpernel to save their sorry asses from the wrath of the 'mob'. DeLay's statement was an announcement that the over-reaching has already begun, that opposition will be pushed ruthlessly aside no matter where it comes from--and that includes other Pubs.... 2. Power Corrupts (Ouroboros Lives)
 | The, um, 'ambitious' radcon agenda is already making a lot of Pubs nervous. The Emperor Georgius' second term hasn't even officially started yet and still cracks are appearing everywhere in the Pub facade. Denny Hastert, the ex-wrestling coach who is now the Speaker of the House (what a good choice, ay?), has had his hands full since the election keeping those Nervous Nellies in line, spectacularly failing to prevent open rebellion on at least two occasions and facing the prospect of far more serious dissension in the ranks as the core of the radcon agenda reaches the House floor. |
Democrats are promising a fight over Social Security, and some Republicans, fearful that upending such a popular program will hurt them at the polls, are grousing. Cantankerous conservatives nearly killed the measure overhauling the nation's intelligence agencies, and a bill providing prescription drug coverage to Medicare beneficiaries before that. It will be up to Mr. Hastert to corral his fractious caucus - quickly, because both sides know Mr. Bush's sway over Congress will erode as the 2006 midterm elections draw near. Screw 2006--Congress can read the polls and they know the Emperor's popularity is sinking into the cellar mere weeks after the election he 'won' by the width of the proverbial hair. They're sensing the danger in the radcons' attempts to turn back the clock and they're skittish as hell. If the mob doesn't like the Emperor's programs, it will be them that get the brush, not him.
But the argument over programming is the least of Hastert's problems. Buried under the current focus on permanent tax cuts for the rich and the gutting of Social Security to provide a $$$BILLION$$$ windfall for Wall Street and all the rest of it is a simmering, smoldering rag waiting to ignite an explosion: the radcon WH and Congress are as crooked as the Fifth Hole at Pebble Beach, riddled with corruption. The stealing is becoming more open, and the thieves don't even apologize any more. The govt is for sale to the highest bidders.
From the Inauguration to the writing of laws, corporations pay for access to The Halls of Power, and then they pay more for control. Industry flacks from PR hacks to corporate lawyers to corporate lobbyists to the members of corporate BoDs are running virtually every govt agency, having bought their way in with contributions from their corporate employers. The Vice President, for example, is the de facto Halliburton representative in the WH, arranging $$BILLIONS$$ in govt contracts for them, contracts they win without bidding, open-ended contracts with lots of room for automatic approval of cost over-runs and new, extra charges.
The Emperor's House has become a cesspool of bribery, secret deals, stock manipulation, extortion, and outright theft. That's what excessive power does: it takes the binders off. Anything goes.
These two flies in the ointment work together: the hubris increases the level of corruption by creating the illusion that there's no price to pay, and the corruption feeds the natural greed of Rocco's Gang--the more they get away with, the more they want to get away with. It's the Nature of the Greed Breed: Enough is never enough.
The Good News is that, together, Greed and Corruption at that level make the urge to brag about what a hot-shot you are and how much you're getting away with almost irresistable. The worse it grows, the harder it is to hide, and while the greed may be forgiven by the populace (who share it, after all), the corruption will not, and bragging about it will make them positively livid.
Self-destruction is a beautiful thing when it's done by criminals and bastards like these. There's something primal about it, something of the inevitable justice that reality always exacts and always has--eventually--from the caves to the board rooms. If they just knew when to quit, could tell when enough was enough and learned to accept it, they could probably go on stealing and looting and lording it over the plebes indefinitely. But they don't. They can't. And they won't.
And that is where our most genuine and realistic hope lies: not with the Democrats whose courage and willingness to scrap for what they supposedly believe is, let's face it, less than overwhelming. No, we are counting on the Pubs themselves to screw it up. The have in the past and as long as they remain in thrall to their own insufferable egos, they will do so again in the not too distant future.
I live for that day.
Posted at 05:44 am by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Sunday, January 02, 2005
America's Future, As Told By Tom Delay
The scariest quote of the Millenium so far comes from Head BugMan Tom DeLay. (My translation of what each item actually means is in brackets.) "This is going to probably be the most productive two years of our Republican majority," said Tom DeLay of Texas, the House majority leader. "It's not just Social Security and tax reform [accelerating the process of shifting the burden of taxation from the wealthy and the corporations to the middle class--what's left of it], it's tort reform [making the country safe for corporate malfeasance, incompetence, and greed by removing the threat of any penalty for bad behaviour], regulatory reform [rescinding all regulations corporations don't care for], restraining spending ['starving the beast until it can be drowned in a bathtub'-Grover Norquist], redesigning the House [eliminating the Democrats and changing the rules so House Majority Leaders aren't just above the law, they are the law], redesigning the government [which is going to wind up looking a lot like a theocracy]." A lot of people in a lot of Red states are going to be very surprised when they find out what they voted for--and they will. The Bugkiller couldn't even wait for the Coronation Inauguration Festival to kick the real agenda into the open. By March or April--maybe sooner--the scope of what the radical Pubs plan to do with their 2% 'mandate' is going to be clear to anyone with eyes who doesn't see it already. Want a map? In 1994 when the Pubs got their first majority in Congress in forty years and, under the irrepressable Newty Gingrich, were feeling their oats basically, the Democrats, on a lark, introduced the 4th Amendment (against 'unreasonable search and seizure') as a bill without identifying it. Not only did the Pubs not recognize it, they overwhelmingly rejected it. So much for the Constitution. The Republican agenda as a whole is meant to do two things: 1) take the country back to 19th century, to the glory days of the Robber Barons when there was no middle class, no income tax, no desegregation, no Social Security or Medicare or welfare, and the young, the old, the sick, the wrong-language-speaking and the wrong-color-skinned died early and often making Bugkillers even richer; and 2) transform America by turning it into the first Christianist theocracy, in practice if not yet by name. The days when they were trying to hide their agenda are finally over. As The Bugkiller is the first--but won't be the last--to acknowledge, they're running things now and they have no intention of letting that power go. They're here to stay and they're going to change the rules and the laws to make sure of it. All that speculation recently about Jeb taking over in 2008, beginning the Bush Dynasty? Forget it. The two-term limit on Presidents is history. George will run again and win again because by then all pretense of genuine elections will be gone. They will be shams, elections-for-show, while the fans of the Roman Empire (the govt is full of them, didn't you know? Wolfowitz, Rice, Rumsfeld, Scooter Libby, Feith, Pipes, and Perle to name a few) re-create it by force, from the anointed power of the plutocrats at the expense of the 'mob' right down to the mandatory wearing of togas while on the Senate floor. What DeLay is doing here is announcing the Death of Democracy and the Re-Birth of the so-called 'Republic' of Ancient Rome in America--the forced re-birth of plutocracy, foisted on an artificially frightened public by would-be autocrats and oligarchs. What the 'mob' took from the world 2000 years ago, a string of anti-democratic authoritarians are bringing back. The simple-minded have bought the Pubs' re-casting of 'democracy' as a wealth-driven, theocratic corporatocracy run by the rich and for the rich from the banks of the Potomac (which will soon no doubt be re-named the 'Tiber'), and Cicero--the slumlord--will live again. There will be no way short of secession or armed uprising to dislodge this crew from their perch and break their stranglehold over us, and even then it will be dicey. We'll win eventually--we always do--but, as usual, at great cost. Our leaders will be murdered, we will be massacred, and tens if not hundreds of thousands will starve. No, nobody voted for this, but that doesn't matter. We voted our fear instead of our courage, our weaknesses instead of our strengths, and we will pay for it: our votes no longer count. Democrats all over the country will begin to lose elections they should have won and probably did win; anywhere Democrats do not control the local election officials, they will be eliminated. State legislatures with Republican majorities will be consumed by constant, illogical re-districting that continually changes to ensure Republican victories. Electronic voting machines will be programmed to switch votes with a simple keystroke from a central, corporate location and then Democrats will start to 'lose' even in places they are still a political majority. No trick will be too low, no disenfranchisement too vicious to be used against us. We are 'the mob'. We will be put in our place and kept there, and all this will have to happen before the those of us in denial will rip off our blindfolds and finally face reality: the threat to Our Way of Life is coming from inside our borders, not outside. RIP, America. It was great while it lasted.
Posted at 06:19 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
Posted at 10:58 am by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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The NYT Anoints Fringe Christianist Dobson
When, exactly, did right-wing religious screwball James Dobson, the fruitcake who claims that homosexuality 'will destroy the Earth', among other idiocies, get to be 'the nation's most influential evangelical leader'? When the NYT says so. And why would the NYT want to elevate a fringe wacko to star status? Because Dobson's threats against Bush and the Democrats wouldn't be much of a story if they acknowledged that Dobson is out there where the buses don't run. Dobson, you see, who claims to be not just a minister but a child psychologist (that's a degree I want to see for myself), has just demanded approval of any SCOTUS nominees Bush might name in his second term, and threatened to attack any Democrats who dare to filibuster or vote against nominees he finds acceptable. If he wasn't 'the nation's most influential evangelical leader', who would care? Dobson's Focus on the Family evangelicals are the ones responsible for 98% of the complaints to the FCC about Janet Jackson's tit and other insults to Dobson's supposed piety, the same complaints about our lack of 'moral values' that have received so much attention lately. Jimmie-Boy has a lot of influence with Michael Powell, maybe, but that's not saying much. Or does whining the loudest now prove you're the one with the greatest 'influence'? Does Dobson wield more 'influence' than fellow Christianists Falwell and Robertson? With whom, may one ask? The millionaire wingers who donated $150Mil to FF last year? The million people he claims have 'joined' his organization? That turns out to be the number of email addresses in his data bank. It's a paltry number compared to your average spammer; does that mean the NYT is going to decide that one of the many relatives of Sonny Abacha is 'Nigeria's most influential industrialist'? There is real reporting in the NYT still--check out the series on China currently running--but this tripe doesn't qualify. Apparently the Times saves most of its waning interest in old-fashioned reporting for foreign issues because its domestic coverage is sinking deeper into mere sycophancy every day. Pretty soon we'll be able to play a game with the NYT called 'How Many Ways Did the Times Kiss the Bush Ass Today?', and the one who finds the most will get a free subscription to the Guardian so they can see what a real newspaper used to look like.
Posted at 10:50 am by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Friday, December 31, 2004
 I long ago gave on making resolutions for New Year's. It's an exercise in futility and frustration, and at this stage in my life, pointless--whatever I am, I am, for better or worse. No, it's much more fun to suggest resolutions that other people should make. It's always clearer how lives can be improved when you're looking at them from the outside. So, without further ado, we present: MICK'S TOP TEN NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTONS OTHER PEOPLE SHOULD MAKE IN ORDER TO PROMOTE A HEALTHIER, HAPPIER PLANET10. Ashton Kutcher should resolve to do something more meaningful with his life, like dog-walking or pest control. The Boy-Toy Thang is getting old. 9. Pervez Musharraf should resolve to decide once and for all whose side he's on. 8. Tom DeLay should resolve to finally have that heart transplant he's been needing and let them install one. 7. Britney Spears should resolve to start acting her age. 6. Ariel Sharon should resolve to retire to Palm Beach and devote the rest of his life to sitting quietly in a corner with his needlepoint. 5. Bill Gates should resolve to spend the next year standing on a stool in Times Square, apologizing to anyone who walks by. 4. Steven Spielberg should resolve to leave serious film-making to serious film-makers. 3. Dick Cheney should resolve to leave his crypt in the daytime. Just once.... 2. Condi Rice should resolve to admit in public her long-standing affair with Junior and, while she's at it, challenge Laura to a duel. Everybody knows she wants to. And the Number One New Year's Resolution Someone Else Should Make In Order to Promote a Healthier, Happier Planet:1. George W Bush (well, you knew that was coming, didn't you?) should resolve to find his natural level of competence and resign the presidency in order to become the assistant manager of a branch bank in West Alice. Bonus Group Resolution: - The Democratic Leadership Council should resolve to dissolve after acknowledging that they've only been right twice in the last 25 years, and both times it was an accident.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! (Yeah, right.)
Posted at 07:35 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
How To Bait-And-Switch A Tidal Wave
Dear Leader, caught once again demonstrating forcefully how little interest he has in other countries, especially when the people who live in them are poor, is back-pedaling furiously and making savage grunting noises which are being interpreted by people who don't know him as 'compassion'. [O]n Wednesday, Mr. Bush made his first public comments since tsunamis inundated about a dozen countries on Sunday, reflecting pressure on the vacationing president to appear more engaged in what aid groups are calling one of the worst natural disasters in history.
“These past few days have brought loss and grief to the world that is beyond our comprehension,” he said at his ranch in Crawford, Tex., adding that Washington was prepared to contribute much more than the $35 million it initially pledged.
“We are committed to helping the affected countries in the difficult weeks and months that lie ahead,” Mr. Bush said. He said the United States would work closely with Japan, India and Australia to coordinate relief efforts. (emphasis added) The two giveaways are bolded: 1) ' appear more engaged'. Not be more engaged, just appear to be. The illusion of appearances is everything with this Admin; the reality has no meaning at all. 2) Friendly NYT reporting. The Emperor did NOT pledge $35Mil 'initially'. He pledged an even stingier $15Mil; they upped it to $35M only after being publicly embarrassed about their lame, offhand response, a response that smacked of a town devastated by a hurricane going to its richest citizen for help and having him generously offer $100 for blankets before heading out on the back nine at the local country club. I've got 20 bucks says that in a few weeks, when the tsunami story is off the front pages, the Emperor will quietly--on a Friday afternoon, most likely--do what he did to NYC after 9/11: there, he promised $20Mil when he was standing on the WTC rubble with his arm around a fireman 'and more of it's needed.' Then, back in Washington, he cut it to $5Mil, saying 'we can't afford more.' The promise got acres of publicity; the broken promise got a mention here and there. Anybody who expects this president to keep a promise like this hasn't been paying atention. So--any takers?
Posted at 03:01 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
The Invisible Hand of Ahmad Chalabi
As The Emperor Bush uses his 'mandate' to accelerate the process of Sovietizing American govt, turning the cabinet into a corporate-style league of yes-men and boot-lickers whose loyalty to his limited vision and plutocratic ideals is more important than their expertise (on the rare occasions when they have any) and the Congress into a rubber-stamp Politburo that exists only to ratify his wishes and then shut the hell up like good little toadies, Iraq is in freefall, the economy is stagnant, and the US is gaining a world-wide reputation in the wake of the latest earthquake disaster as stingy, mean, and so unconcerned about the fate of anyone other than his campaign contributors' base of oligarchs and corporate honchos that our 'president' could respond to the deaths of thousands by going on vacation and watching it all on tv between rounds of golf. I don't know about you, but I don't want to live in a country run by a cross between Ebeneezer Scrooge, Draco Malfoy, and Don Knotts. It's beyond embarrassing. It's humiliating. The Emperor's 'war on the cheap' means sending troops into battle without weapons. It means institutionalizing torture to get 'information' (probably lousy, unusable information because most of what's gained by torture is) because developing human assets and technological intelligence gathering is too expensive. And it means relying on 'inside information' from and the help of people who 1) lie to you, 2) promptly lie about lying to you once they're caught, and 3) turn against you as soon as they've got what they wanted from you. Case in point: Ahmad Chalabi. (Yes, I'm back on him again.) Evidence is mounting that either a) insurgents have deeply penetrated the Iraqi police and military structures, or b) growing numbers of Iraqis in each organization are going over. The suicide attack in Mosul last week was almost certainly an inside job, aided, abetted, and even carried out by individuals within the security forces. Sources said a strong nexus between Iraqi forces and the resistance is what allowed them to carry out the most devastating attack on US troops since the beginning of the invasion. US forces have imposed a curfew in Mosul and have launched a military operation in the city, but, the sources say, this will have little effect on the problem, for the simple reason that the US-trained Iraqi military is heavily infected with people loyal to the resistance groups. The bureaucracy that does the vetting is controlled by friends and allies of our old friend Ahmad, who spent the first year of the Occupation using the files of the Iraqi secret police that we gave him to blackmail, extort, intimidate, and otherwise force his people into positions of bureaucratic control. His son Saleem is all but in charge of the nascent Iraqi judicial system, for example. But Ahmad's strings are embedded a lot deeper than that--the financial ministry, civil administration, and the police and military training centers are all run by Chalabi's minions. This was noted at the time of his near-arrest and the (temporary) arrest of his second-in-command as 'a possible problem' even in the US press. So are we finding out now what they meant by that? Did Chalabi tell his employees to help JAAS out by providing them with the passwords and security schedules that made the attack inside the military compound possible? For Ahmad Chalabi, playing both ends against the middle is a way of life. So is opportunism. If he thought helping the insurgents would either lend him some protective coloration should they win, or--better yet--make him a player in a 'new Iraq', he'd have done it in a heartbeat. Personally, I'm thinking he was--and is--in it up to his eyeballs.
Posted at 06:08 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Monday, December 27, 2004
Blog Tower Update: the Home Page
At the request of people who would like to blogroll Blog Tower without having to change the address with every issue, I have created a Home page. The page has links to each issue plus short run-downs on the articles with separate links to each one for people who may be looking for or want to link to a specific piece. That should make one of the problems with issuing a monthly stand-alone zine easier. The Blog Tower ArchivesHope this helps. Update to previous post: I couldn't face It's a Wonderul Life again and fortunately noticed A Child's Christmas in Wales with Denholm Elliot in time to avoid that awful fate. It was a big improvement.
Posted at 08:09 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
A Disappointing Xmas, Tech-Wise
Merry Christmas, etc.
It was another quiet holiday. My family are all far away--brothers and sisters in northern New Hampshire and Maine, daughter in Virginia--so not much running around to do. I worked on Christmas--there was work to be had and it was welcome after the skinny leavings of the last few months--and then on Christmas night watched my favorite Xmas movies: Miracle on 34th Street, Holiday Inn, Comfort and Joy, and--of course--Die Hard 1&2. A marathon that lasted into the wee hours. I ate hamburgers and drank hot chocolate, so it was just an orgy of pitiable self-satisfaction and indulgence.
But that's not why I'm writing this. Actually, I don't know why I'm writing this except to share the disappointment. What are friends for if you can't ruin their holidays by sharing your complaints and frustrations?
On Christmas Eve, my one and only present arrived in the mail and I couldn't wait to open it. So I waited. I worked on Xmas and was too tired to do anything with it when I got home so I watched the movies and let my anticipation build to a climax. Then today, with trembling fingers, I cracked open the package.
I have wanted to get out from under MS and away from the unreliability and instability of Windows for years. A while back I tried Mandrake's Linux system but there was still too much command-line stuff for my limited knowledge and it was too frustrating. I dumped it, reluctantly. Then about 6 weeks ago I read about a new Linux OS called 'ubuntu' which was supposed to be simple and user-friendly. It was also free, what with being open-source and all. So I sent away for the installation CD and waited with baited breath. It arrived on Xmas Eve with what I thought was immaculate timing--a Christmas present! perfect.
Actually, they sent 3 CD's: one for an AMD environment, one for an Intel environment, and a 'live cd' so you could play with the system right off the CD before you had actually installed anything to the hard drive. I spent a couple of hours on that live CD, and liked what I found.
ubuntu is an amazingly simple OS to use, so simple it's almost primitive by Windows standards. The suite of utilities it comes with includes a music program, a movie viewer, and a full copy of the OpenOffice suite--wp, spreadsheet, the works. I used the OpenOffice wp for months before I discovered Atlantis and am quite comfortable with it, so this was a bonus. Unlike Mandrake, on ubuntu you get to applications through menus and icons just like you do on Windows or Macs--no command-line complexity. A kid could use it.
Convinced that I had done the right thing, I broke out the installation CD and loaded it in. I rebooted the computer, the ubuntu installer took over, and the first part went swimmingly. It identified all my devices, plugged into them, scanned the hard drives and the CD-ROM, and then--fully prepared--began to install itself. Then the install stalled.
It got a third of the way through--34%, to be exact--and then stopped. The screen flickered madly, and then froze. Everything came to a crashing halt. I tried the installation three times and it stopped at the exact same place every time, flickered madly, and froze. I cleaned the CD thoroughly--it looked dirty--and tried again with the same result. Upon closer examination, I saw what I think is a scratch on the CD--precisely the kind of thing that would cause the behaviour I witnessed. Sometimes you can force a disk beyond a thing like that, but either the scratch was too big or too deep or in the wrong place. Whatever, after trying several more times, I finally gave up.
My Christmas present was broken. So was my spirit.
In retrospect, it was probably not such a hot idea to let all that anticipation grow into such a Mighty Wind. Falling from The Heights is so much more painful than falling, say, off a bed. I was depressed beyond imagining. Years I had waited to be able to tell Bill Gates to shove it--at least once in a while--and now the time had come and it was a bust. I was heart-broken.
I've ordered 2 more CD's (in case one is flawed, what I should have done in the first place) and now will have to wait another 6 weeks to free myself of the Gatesian Monster.
I shoulda stuck with the hamburgers and hot chocolate. Now, instead of playing with my Christmas toy, I will be forced to watch It's a Wondeful Life for the 27,000th time. This time, I suspect, I will know exactly how he feels when he's on the bridge.
Posted at 10:43 pm by Ethel, the Early-Warning Frog
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